tedy with one d

this is the thing that i love the most when i was kid and
my mom mad about
when i got this tedy from my dad btw my dad got this from his boss he want this doll for me
i so in love this tedy from US
and i like it like heaven,the real one is black colour and i love the smell like i have friend start when im crying i really want my dad but my dad work,so i hug this bear i call it bear not tedy his name is black bear,his small like 10 centi meter and cute as me his eyes is black brown and like watching it his smell like my father parfume and the fur is so smooth ,i can have it anymore these day because i think it's limited edition or something
when i was sleeping i sleep it bear
when i was play i play with black bear
until my brother touch it i was so angry and crying i though that tedy was my child
i so mad and want my bro say sorry to me for yeah touch my bear haha
the reason is when everyone accept me touch it the smell feel different i was upset
but still i need to change my attitude,my family try to move my bear to another place or give to my cousin ,im crying,im crying like a baby
at that time all i know i my bear and i want it forever in my life i was being a monster because of that
i kick my brother until his crying ,my dad take me to sunday school the teacher said i need to worship Jesus or baby Jesus dont play with bear
i dont hear it,i steal the bear and i was so bad.i feel guilty when i remember i supposed to be hear my dad say

this bear i think only 5 or 10 dollar..i tell secret for my dad that we can go to secret place if we touch his nose my father love me so he listen..then we move to another house i still have my black bear,now i dont have it anymore ,i love my family so much i dont wanna lose them,
everyday that all i pray,and my family protect me so much that's why i dont wanna move country
i try to be a good girl im 25 now and i still try my best not for you but for my family,
and i wanna show the world that my family is awesome
maybe the power of love is strong but the power of my love more strong
and i dont wanna anyone touch my family